NewSoul?_Perhaps.

Few days left before I have to bring all my things and memories here, 'there'. Ugh. I don't want to. But this is what I'm destined for. My holiday almost come to an end~ Tidakkk. But if I didn't put an effort to continue the struggle and fight again, what am I doing there from the very beginning? Remember the day you started Najwa! That is the only reason why (?) you need to hold all of this back and strive again! Haip!  I remembered my Ustaz once said to me, "Selalunya, orang akan berputus asa masa dekat-dekat nak menang dah. Padahal sikit lagi garisan penamat. Terlalu keletihan kan". Huhu. He said that to me before my Public Speaking competition in one of the secondary school in Sabah *which is obviously, I forgot* ha ha ha. Lol. Thank you Ustaz Nik :) I'm going to remember that for the rest of my life! Unless Alzheimer or Amnesia come to me from nowhere, huhu, nau'dzubillah. But yeah, that is physiological, aging process kan. Who can beat God's will? None. 

"Okay stop that unsculpture thingy Najwa" Haha. Merepek.

God has put you there, then work on it! Do your best. And for sure, next year, no more mental trauma like the previous one. Leave ALL your past 'behind'. A glance? Nahhhhh. Just delete it all. ALL. Remember this.  Don't get attach to those that you leave behind. They are not your circle anymore.

"Okay"

Najwa mahu hidup baru. BARU. Faham? 

'Faham'

#Drwawa 

#Releasestress

#Loveyou :)