Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Cemburu


  بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم 

السلام عليكم و رحمة الله و بركاته

"Cemburu"

Usah di sangkal bila hadirnya rasa,
Usah di nafikan bila timbulnya dilema,
Usah biarkan dirimu terus menerus hampa,
bila 'cemburu' itu mendatangimu tanpa di undang.

Ya Allah,
hari ini, 'cemburu' itu mendatangiku,
'cemburu', tatkala melihat sahabat-sahabatku gembira berdamping denganMu,
'Cemburu' menyaksikan jiwa mereka hidup dengan tarbiyahMu,
' Cemburu' memerhati mereka seronok b'cinta denganMu.

Hadirnya rasa bukan di pinta,
Hati menjadi bungkam dan tidak bermaya,
Monologku.
"Mungkin aku bukan pilihanMu"
Ya Allah
HambaMu mohon kekuatanMu,
HambaMu ingin dekat denganMu.
HambaMu ingin kasih sayangMu.

Wahai hati,
kuatkan semangatmu,
teruskan perjuanganmu,
Allah tahu, engkau mampu!
Hatta Srikandi Rabiatul Adawiyah juga pernah cemburu tika melihat kecintaan org lain pd penciptaNya.

ku yakin,
Allah menyayangiku.
YAKIN

Lagipun, kata Allah:
 
"Boleh jadi apa yang kamu benci itu adalah yang terbaik buat kamu, 
dan boleh jadi apa yang kamu suka itu tidak baik buat kamu"
(al-Baqarah     :     216)


“YA ALLAH, BUKAKANLAH UNTUKKU PiNTU-PiNTU KEBAiKAN, PiNTU-PiNTU KESELAMATAN, PiNTU-PiNTU KESiHATAN, PiNTU-PiNTU KENiKMATAN, PiNTU-PiNTU KEBERKATAN, PiNTU-PiNTU KEKUATAN, PiNTU-PiNTU CiNTA SEJATi, PiNTU-PiNTU KASiH SAYANG, PiNTU-PiNTU REZEKi, PiNTU-PiNTU iLMU, PiNTU-PiNTU KEAMPUNAN ÐAN PiNTU-PiNTU SYURGA, YA ALLAH YANG MAHA PENGASiH LAGi MAHA PENYAYANG.” 

Nukilan rasa hati yang 'cemburu'
 

Sunday, June 26, 2011

Wahai Murabbiku

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Asalamualaikum w.b.t

"Buat murabbiku"

Hadirmu tatkala diri di ambang pencarian,
Hadirmu disebalik kesesakan yang melanda,
Hadirmu tatkala diri di selaputi kekeliruan dan kekusutan fikiran,
Jiwa 'hamba' yang kosong masih dalam pencarian.
Hadirmu bukan memberikan jalan,
Hadirmu hanya untuk membukakan pintu-pintu perjalanan,
Keterusan perjalanan yang menjamin sejahtera,
Keterusan pembangunan akhlak insani.
Tiada lisan mampu menutur 'syukran',
Kerna 'syukran' saja tidak cukup untuk di jadikan paradigma ukuran.
Murabbiku,
engkau istimewa di mata anak-anak muridmu.

Salam sayang buat murabbi pelajar SMKAKK & keluarganya.
Moga sentiasa dalam rahmatNya.
Amin.

Dedikasi yang datang dari hati
seorang murid
buat
"murabbi pelajar smkakk"
(Dan sy pasti semua pelajar smakk mengenalinya :)

Friday, June 24, 2011


" Doctor"

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

InsyaAllah,
Short share :)
fuhh! I'm gonna through an interview tomorrow.
So....

If they ask me, IF~

"Why u want to be a doctor?"

What ur gonna say??
Hope I'm not in blank condition tomorrow, {insyaAllah no~~}

My answer (maybe?...hurm...):

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
Before I start my word, I think, one term need to be change ;). "want" should be replace with "need" :).
Because, its not about u 'want' to be a doctor, but u 'need' to be a doctor =). [Why I'm saying that??]
Islam consist of two big branch, "Fardhu ain & Fardhu Kifayah", so we 'need' to be a doctor to fulfill one of the branch right? especially for a woman. Nowadays, we faced with many complaint specifically 'muslimah' that threat by male doctor. Yes, its not include since we can call it 'darurah', but... why not rather than just let it be always in 'darurah' condition, we change it and jump into the ground to help and minimize the darurah situation :). Help those woman (not based on religions) to protect their pride as long as we can. Besides, not only to fulfill the branch ;), we also need to consider that the 'doctor's field' is one of the biggest path to find what Allah pleased us to do :). Many good things can be do in terms to ask for Mardhatillah.
U will face death body everyday or even every hour?? And that make u always remember the time we will meet HIM in the akhirah dimension.
Many things in doctor's field can consider as Tarbiyah :)

[just one of my answer maybe ~ If i'm too nervous, maybe not all gonna be put into point :). besides, I consider who's the interviewer also;)]

Alright, short share from me =)

Illalliqo'~

Monday, June 20, 2011

How to arrange time??

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Asalamualaikum w.b.t

How are u today huh? :) . Hope always in good mode =).

I'm not put this entry to tell anyone anything special actually, but insyaAllah, with this entry,
I make myself more calm in what I've been through this time. :)

Alright, this is my list,

1. take car license - computer test
2. interview for doctor course
3. Sew my Hari Raya' cloth :)
4. Finish my sister's assignment
5. done my responsibility everyday as one of the daughter in my house
(sweep the floor- from ground till 2nd floor,fuhh! / dishwasher~ / clean toilet / cook )
5. Fulfill my target to read 2 pink books of ABIM
(increase knowledge :)
6. Read,read and read

"Wau! actually, I dream to have POWER ;), so I can fulfill those task in one period of time.
But... its not me who give what we call "Quwwah".
Only Him.

And I just have a little bit problem to fix my schedule.
its just too busy.
BUSY

Erm...
this saturday,
I will go through an interview for Doctor's course.
InsyaAllah,
If there is Rizq, alhamdullillah~
i'm not gonna demand on it.
Allah known best.
But still there is hope for me to enter that course :)
I'm gonna pray and increase my effort in terms to get something that Allah pleased me to do :)

"Doakan ek =)"

Illalliqo'ma'assalamah :)

Friday, June 10, 2011


Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

sedikit perkongsian lirik lagu Rindu PadaMu by Yassin=)
Maybe, org skrg xdgr dah lagu mcm ni,
Takpa :), dgr la dkt blog Najwa =)
Byk maksud lagu ni, skaligus m'bawa kita kembali b'muhasabah.. =)


Tiada sehari yang berlalu
Tanpa ku mengingati Mu
Rindu pada Mu
Sentiasa mendambakan
Kasih dan sayang Mu
Semalam aku bermimpi
Dalam hujan ku berlari
Berlari mencari
Memangil-manggil nama Mu
Nama Mu yang sempurna

Kuharap dan kuberdoa
Semoga dapat bersua denganmu

Tiada kata yang dapat ku gambarkan
Perasaan yang ku alami
Cinta ku ini tiada berbelah bagi
Cinta yang suci dan abadi

Apakah aku diterima
Atau kau kan membiarkan saja
Kerana ku berdosa
Jangan biarkan ku terhina
Ku merayu pada mu


SISMA, "Memimpin Belia Islam

Thursday, June 2, 2011

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Asalamualaikum..

Pada 1 Jun 2011,
Team Siswazah Muda ABIM buat meeting untuk
"Program Perkasa IKRAK"

sekaligus...

Menyambut hari ulangtahun Pengerusi SISMA..
"Mohd Kamaluyasir Mansor"
+
Beserta sambutan orang yang bakal birthday (4 Jun)..
"Nurazimah binti Bongoh"

Moga kalian dekat dengan rahmat dan lindunganNya..
Dan moga ukhuwah kita berkekalan..
Amin..



SISMA , "Memimpin Belia Islam"