Saturday, November 5, 2011


Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Asalamua'laikum =)


"Dinamika Kehidupan"

Tatkala hidup butuh cahaya lampu bagi menerangi jalan-jalan samar kehidupan,
Hadir teman menghiasi setiap liku yang di lalui,
Mungkin tidak pada pancaran cahaya yang mencerlang bak lampu neon berkuasa tinggi,
Cukup ibarat kumang-kumang yang berterbangan menghiasi fenomena alam ciptaan Nya yang luar biasa.

Namun, kumang-kumang tidak akan bisa selalu di temui,
Ditemui hanya di waktu malam dan pada tempat-tempat yang sesuai dengan sifatnya,
Yah~Terpaksa kita yang mengkajinya,
Bila dan di mana bisa bertemu secara tidak sengaja dengan kumang-kumang ini ya?
Hati kecil tidak henti bermonolog sendiri.

Ah! temanku bukan kumang-kumang, mereka sahabatku!. Mendesah tidak menentu.
Mungkin juga ada silapmu yang tidak kau nampak, ada kau menyakiti hati mereka? [ nah! lagi-lagi hatiku bermonolog].
Jauh fikiranku menerawang, kenapa serasa seperti sudah ada tembok antara kami?
Adakah kerana tembok yang ku bina sendiri? Ataukah, "kejauhan" itu mendatangkan prasangka antara kami? (ups! ko sorang ja tu Najwa...kau lah pembina tembok dalam persahabatan kamu! Kau Najwa! Kau!)
Ya Allah... jauhnya prasangka ku.. hilangkan Ya Allah... hilangkan.

Mungkin sesama kita saling berprasangka,
Ko dah berubah...
ko yang dah berubah!
ko! ko! ko!

Dalam persahatan bernombor ganjil ini,
sukar untuk mendapatkan jawapan genap.
Tapi kenapa perlu mencari persoalan untuk sesuatu yang tidak memerlukan jawapan?
Perubahan kita kerana adaptasi kita,
Kekalkan yang wajib kekal,
InsyaAllah, takkan ke mana larinya.


Kita sahabat,
tidak perlu bertatih untuk menjauh hanya kerana diri sudah semakin jauh berbeza,
Aku?
Honestly, aku sendiri pun seperti sudah berbeza dari mula-mula kita bertemu dulu.
Dan pencarian identiti itu, masih berjalan hingga ke hari ini.
Hari ini! hingga? tidak  dapat di jangka bila.

Maaf, ungkapan kasar mengguris rasa.
Tapi, rasa yang ada di dalam dada, sukar di ikat, harus lepas!
Bukan membuka pekung di dada,
Tapi, just mahu menyatakan,
I will not let our friendship,
macam "Tiada-tiada" di mata ketiga-tiga kita.
KITA

Miss my friends, Sxon Lijangun & Mimi Muthi'ah
Harap masih boleh bertemu dan berdialog seperti dulu =) Hope so.

"Bila yang baru ada, Yang lama bukan bandingan, sebab semuanya kuat atas sandaran kenangan"

Nukilan Rasa Aidil Adha
( mcm mau nangis)




Wednesday, November 2, 2011




Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Peace upon all of you :)

"My life as a driver"

When I was 7, I keep asking myself, is it hard to drive a big car? (any car at that time was consider big for  me). To move that car and make it work for you, is it hard? . And I also dreamed once, I drove a car, and I can feel it you know. Like in real world! So excited, @_@. Yeah... but I crushed all the big wall near the road (in my dream), muahahaha. Not only that, when I turn 18, then one day, I tried to test my father's car, and then what happened?? Hoho... I tell you, if you don't get license yet, don't you dare to drive a car. :P, I hit the wall of fellow's hostel at UMS. Haha. The car?? off course...temporary paralyzed and  need to be treated in the mechanic shop.

Now? After some hard experience in order to get car license, then I can drive any car on my own :). My father now already put his trusts on me :). He allowed me to bring his car and picked up my mom at her school. Wow! Amazing huh ;).

But~ although it's easy for me to go anywhere right now, it still, there are many challenges that I must face each time I drive. Not only that, I also learned many things on the road. Especially about "Patience" :). Sometimes, you will face a driver who was not consider others and do what he/she wants. And sometimes, you are the one that become in-tolerate person. But, everyone make mistakes right, it is not because you purposeful to do that, it's because you just not cautious enough. Then, don't forget to learn from mistakes all the time ;).

Talk about patience, you will need patience in those situations on the road :

- When driver in front of you, drive his/her car in 60 km per hour =_='
( For me, it is good for you to drive car in 80 km/hour and above, rather than slow like that, you will make other drivers feel sleepy!, that's why there was car accident although you drive as  slow as you can~Remember! Patuhi had laju!)

-When, driver in front of you drive slowly on right road (lorong laju), then you are the one who take the blame from others' driver. Hoho, and it is because, "I'm a woman??" What a discrimination~!

- When you are trapped in a traffic jam =_=' . Ya Allah~ my feet... safe them~~ My feet cramp! But still, 'Patience~~' .

For instance, actually I'm not only learned about patience, I also learned about LIFE you know :). When someone on the road angry at you for your mistake or 'not' your mistake, what are you gonna do is??
IGNORE!
Yes... why? because that's life, all the drivers faced many peoples on roads, why should you take care of them all? You shouldn't do that, instead you want to listen to their tongue lashing :P Just drive your car~ and listen to the music on the radio :) hiii

Alright, I think that's enough for this entry, if I have anything to share next time, I'll share ;)

Take care

Illalliqo'wa ma'asslamah.