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Dari wayang turun ke pemikiran! Fikir! Jangan ndak fikir!

Apa ka mimpi. Aku ndak pasti. Yang pasti. Aku dah layan cerita cinta melayu harini. Lol. The gegirl team family angkat bawak. Aku? Of course ikut ja. Cakap ja 'jalan', I'll follow~~ kaki jalan beb.

'Super, Lovemoon'..

Haaa... Layan~ Kau fikir? Walaupun kawan aku panggil aku 'wawa bulan', tapi derapan kaki aku harini ke wayang tu, langsung tiada kaitan dengan history nama panggilan aku. Tiada. None. I just follow them instead. No excited feeling. No overwhelming one. Just to subside my bored. Luls. 

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Tapi. Semua berakhir dengan gelak ketawa terharu sebak-sebak di dada. Sebab? Sebab somehow, cerita tu mengena juga sedikit sebanyak dengan life kau. And mungkin? Kau ja fefeeling terlebih.

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Itu lah. Itu lah lemahnya aku.

Aku jarang sebenarnya mau layan cerita cinta yang touching2 part ni 'dengan orang' a.k.a depan orang. Hindustan. Hindustan terutamanya. Kalau part-part sedih sedih. Aku banjir. Kalau dah berlawan-lawan, aku emo. Kau tengok*. Sebab tu aku ndak layan wayang-wayang tersebut depan kengkawan. Family ya. Sebab dorang dah masak ngan perangai aku. Ngeng. 

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What's the story all about? I don't want to tell about it here. Watch it yourself :) 

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But every scene. The most crucial part is what did you get after each story? Did you get something? 'Off course~' :)

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Moral of the story is, you just don't get it when God say Yes for every choice that you choose. You just don't get it, when He says No. In the first place. You just don't get it. For sure, how long it will take, you will eventually come to an end of your question. You will never stay there. That blank and confuse moment. One day, everything will be revealed. Just wait. 

'And that wait. Is pain' 

Accept the fact. That you just couldn't do anything. Certain things happened, and it happened accordingly. If the wait is worth, why not huh?

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Bila hati kita di busy kan soal jodoh. Bila hati kita di busy kan soal life time partner dan sebagainya. Jangan risau. Hadapi. Sudah namanya ujian. Dunia ini ujian. Norma nya. Kita manusia ini, berkehendak. Sunyi mahu seadanya di isi. 

Tapi.

Tuhan ajar kita untuk TIDAK sekali-kali lupa. Kadang perlu cantas apa yang namanya 'mahu' bila waktunya belum perlu. 'Kau saja bilang belum perlu. Aku perlu. Sekarang!' 

Jika kau perlu. Sudah bersedia? Menikah dan beramanah?

'Belum'

'Cantas!' 

"Siapa saja yang tidak perlu kan. Sigh. Tapi aku sedar ke diri. Yang penting. YAKIN. Tiba masa. Semua akan datang mandiri. Macam dalam cerita tu lah :)" 

Super Lovemoon!


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Bertukar! Datangkan dulu Tuhan untuk hatiku!

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CatatanWawa!




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