Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
Asalamua'laikum w.b.t
"SAAT INI"
Tik tok, tik tok. Kedeshh, kedessh, kedesssh. Jarum jam yang berdetak dan kipas yang berputar ligat membuatkan diri ini mengelamun sendiri. Lantas, menggeleng-geleng kepala sekuatnya, "uish jauh sudah mengelamun ni!" monologku keras. Haish, apalah aku mau buat ni tau, boring tul!. Dari siang tadi, lepas solat Subuh, zzZZZZ lagi balik. Astaghfirullah.. kosong! bila adik kejut, minta hantar pi sekolah, aku membalas dengan desahan yang agak panjang, "semalam orang tidur jam 2.30 ba...penat...". (Padahal, there is no one asked me to sleep so late). Hurm... Hidup macam tidak terpandu, hilang rasa. Pedas, manis, pahit? semua macam sudah sebati atas lidah kehidupan. Tapi, bila sampai bab makan?? my sister said, "you are infected! Food addiction!". hoho. bahaya-bahaya. Apakah yang sebenarnya yang kosong di dalam jiwa ni? Lapang tanpa isi, lalu di ganti dengan makanan? Badan pun erm... faham-faham la tu -_-'
So then, after I performed my solat Isya' , I tried recall myself. what happen to me? It's just emptiness. After all the thing that happen to me, I just feel like I am flying in the sky. Float on the water with my eyes looks to the sky. My sister said, You are just too free, nothing to do, that's why you tend to be like that. What about sumptuous life that I have right now? Isn't that enough to make me feel calm all the time? Hoho, Ya Rabb, I need You. Always need You.
At 7.30 PM, Hajar texted me. She asked me about our task as committee member in Seminar Pemerkasaan Mahasiswa that will be recommend soon, 20 November 2011, insyaAllah. So then, I feel something. I do work?! I have something to do?!. Yeah..I already found the answer, I need WORK. "Something to do". I forgot, people like me, can't stay sit at one place and do nothing, I need works! (In fact, sometimes, when I got too busy, I just can't handle myself -_-', huhu)
InsyaAllah, Najwa, arrange your schedule, you need to change! Don't let yourself drawn for things that commonly happen. Not only you that have to face disappointing, they are many peoples out there who also need to 'wait' like you ;)
Alright! Live my life from now on!
Cheers :D
Ok then,
See You Soon
InsyaAllah
Illalliqo'wa ma'assalamah
Tik tok, tik tok. Kedeshh, kedessh, kedesssh. Jarum jam yang berdetak dan kipas yang berputar ligat membuatkan diri ini mengelamun sendiri. Lantas, menggeleng-geleng kepala sekuatnya, "uish jauh sudah mengelamun ni!" monologku keras. Haish, apalah aku mau buat ni tau, boring tul!. Dari siang tadi, lepas solat Subuh, zzZZZZ lagi balik. Astaghfirullah.. kosong! bila adik kejut, minta hantar pi sekolah, aku membalas dengan desahan yang agak panjang, "semalam orang tidur jam 2.30 ba...penat...". (Padahal, there is no one asked me to sleep so late). Hurm... Hidup macam tidak terpandu, hilang rasa. Pedas, manis, pahit? semua macam sudah sebati atas lidah kehidupan. Tapi, bila sampai bab makan?? my sister said, "you are infected! Food addiction!". hoho. bahaya-bahaya. Apakah yang sebenarnya yang kosong di dalam jiwa ni? Lapang tanpa isi, lalu di ganti dengan makanan? Badan pun erm... faham-faham la tu -_-'
So then, after I performed my solat Isya' , I tried recall myself. what happen to me? It's just emptiness. After all the thing that happen to me, I just feel like I am flying in the sky. Float on the water with my eyes looks to the sky. My sister said, You are just too free, nothing to do, that's why you tend to be like that. What about sumptuous life that I have right now? Isn't that enough to make me feel calm all the time? Hoho, Ya Rabb, I need You. Always need You.
At 7.30 PM, Hajar texted me. She asked me about our task as committee member in Seminar Pemerkasaan Mahasiswa that will be recommend soon, 20 November 2011, insyaAllah. So then, I feel something. I do work?! I have something to do?!. Yeah..I already found the answer, I need WORK. "Something to do". I forgot, people like me, can't stay sit at one place and do nothing, I need works! (In fact, sometimes, when I got too busy, I just can't handle myself -_-', huhu)
InsyaAllah, Najwa, arrange your schedule, you need to change! Don't let yourself drawn for things that commonly happen. Not only you that have to face disappointing, they are many peoples out there who also need to 'wait' like you ;)
Alright! Live my life from now on!
Cheers :D
Ok then,
See You Soon
InsyaAllah
Illalliqo'wa ma'assalamah
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