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Before 2018 - maybe


Asalamua'laikum wbt.
So yeah, I'm back. And I'm still here. Alive and Survive.
Basically, thriving.
Waiting.for.something. - permanent Job I mean.


It is funny.
How fate redirect us isn't it?
Like now, yeah. The one who always got hurt, was UP above the sky,
minding their own victory.
While some, struggling with their life as a Karmic Lesson.

Nothing to be proud of.
Because everything seems to be turned out as a lesson to learned.

Like...
Bila dah lalui banyak benda dalam hidup ni.
Sikit pun kita 'tidak mampu' sombong. Apatah lagi bongkak. Apatah lagi angkuh.
Because why?
Dah dewasa ni, makin sedar dik oi. 
"Harini hari dia, esok lusa mungkin hari aku pulak"

Betullah tu.
Waktu tinggi usah mendongak terlalu lama ke langit.
Sebab belum tentu kita boleh selalu 'mendongak'.
Mungkin satu hari Allah atur, kita kembali tunduk menyembah bumi. 

Sebab tu, orang tua-tua (yang banyak pengalaman hidup)
Lebih banyak diam dari berkata-kata.
Sebab ni lah. Pengalaman.

Yeap *sigh*
Dah banyak learn.
Or mungkin lesson ni baru sikit.
But I did learned something for the past few years :)

And Alhamdulillah. 
So far, Najwa dah grow from all those experiences. 
And in a quite great state of my life.
Banyak cita-cita 2017 Najwa yang Allah dah tunaikan setakat ni :)

'Najwa harap semua pun camtu' :)

Bagi yang dalam state yang terperangkap.
State yang ndak tahu what to do.
State tiada vision lagi untuk diri sendiri.
Maybe you can create one for you ;)
Alaaa... berimpian tu percuma dear. 
Move!

Apa pun, Najwa doakan semua orang berjaya. 
Semua orang bahagia.
Dan semua orang saling memaafkan <3 p="">

And, to those yang kata 'Najwa has changed' a lot.
Yes dear, life is tough.
You're not gonna stay the same after all that had happened isn't it.
But I am still me here.
Striving with a tiny lil heart- fighting for a good heart.

I miss you.
I miss everyone.
But new life is here and I dont wanna missed it in anyway.

~Dr.Najwa~


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