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Too early for this maybe ='D haha! But since wifi is here, now! Then I should post something supaya indak la berhabuk sangat ni page. kih2. But anyway, alhamdulillah for my 2016. A LOT had happened, like, hey! I did survived! Cheah! From a person yang kuat nangis, kuat menyerah, then turned out jadi HATI BATU and don't wanna tolerate any shit. Haha. I can say, itu satu transformasi yang bagus actually. Sampai bila naive?! NO! Hehe. Somehow. Ya, we need this rough heart or liver jugak in our life. Doesn't mean kita jahat atau sentiasa jahat dengan orang, but to protect ourselves, kita memang perlukan hati yang tahu memilih. So, if I'm treating you macam indak-indak tu, ampun la. Mungkin ada jarak yang cuba aku kekalkan. So that I won't turn out to be that 'too kind' person tu lagi. I hate my old self yang baik sangat sampai orang boleh psycho tu. Serious. So hey! This is the new me! I'm sorry for the changes, but yah, nothing we can say about th...

Viewing those portable mini sewing machine.Haha. Mom, will you allow me if I want to buy that small creature? Hahahaha.  . Banyak betul permintaan dari my gegirl team ni suruh jahit baju diorang. Tapi tiada machine portable untuk buat bajunya haa. . Macam yang dalam video-video dekat bawah ni best. But I'm still undecided yet. Pikiaq lama sangat haa. Jangan! Beli jak! Wokay! Haha.  Video 1 Video 2 Video ke dua ni lagi 'real'. Best2! Excited! Haha But don't worry mom. My full time will be My Ward and Hospital Life. This one is a therapy for me. Haha. Hobby nganya mom.  #DrWawa #JahitJahit

I love my posting now :) Although ya, agak la mencabar juga, sebab melibatkan makhluk yang ndak pandai menyuarakan masalah sendiri, kadang-kadang nangis ja, kadang bunyi da da da ja, ar ar ar, kadang tiada bunyi! :'D But best! Release stress tengok makhluk-makhluk kecil dekat ward ni senyum. . Ada yang tengah sakit, irritable, tapi masih lagi main macam nothing happened :'D Ada yang failed kan EEG test sebab dia ADHD. Induce sampai 3 kali pun, ubat tu ndak mampu bagi dia tidur :'D Lol, ultraman betul badan mu dek. And he was admitted just because of waiting for the medication to work on him. Kelucuan membaca fail nya. . Ada pulak tadi, yang kulit dia sensitif sampai habis menggelupas and berair bahagian lehernya. Kesian. faham perasaan mu dek. Kaka pun jenis kulit begitu. Faham camana gatal nya, irritable nya ndak boleh tidur. Tapi bila dia borak dengan mom nya, kau jadi senyum. Sebab mom nya ja boleh faham apa dia mau :'D Haih, entah lah, cute! . Ni last dah ...

Knowing that dependency other than God makes you weak, I learn to release myself from all the grabs except from my family. I knew that whatever happened, I will always need them. Come on! release yourself from any of those unsteady tie! I've seen those women suffer so much from their weak dependency. Be alone, stays alone! You'll appreciate the calm and peace moment ;) trust me. To those sisters that still suffer and chasing the wrong person. Stop that! Be on your own! Love yourself enough not to let others hurt you anymore! . Sebab Najwa tengok you still chased the wrong one kak. He might be that one person 'dulu'. But not anymore. Yeah, 'turning point' take some time, you'll eventually realize it one day. ;) Najwa ndak suka tengok perempuan merana. Lepas kak! Lepas! Put yourself first! #drwawa #loveyou

Few days left before I have to bring all my things and memories here, 'there'. Ugh. I don't want to. But this is what I'm destined for. My holiday almost come to an end~ Tidakkk. But if I didn't put an effort to continue the struggle and fight again, what am I doing there from the very beginning? Remember the day you started Najwa! That is the only reason why (?) you need to hold all of this back and strive again! Haip!  I remembered my Ustaz once said to me, "Selalunya, orang akan berputus asa masa dekat-dekat nak menang dah. Padahal sikit lagi garisan penamat. Terlalu keletihan kan". Huhu. He said that to me before my Public Speaking competition in one of the secondary school in Sabah *which is obviously, I forgot* ha ha ha. Lol. Thank you Ustaz Nik :) I'm going to remember that for the rest of my life! Unless Alzheimer or Amnesia come to me from nowhere, huhu, nau'dzubillah. But yeah, that is physiological, aging process kan. Who can beat Go...

Actually, aku perati ja gayamu dek. You're a selfless person. Pentingkan adik-beradik dan keluarga bila sampai part-part ni.  . Rm 29.90 Juah. Kau mau?  . Kau dek? Ko nde mau? Ndade saiz ku tu Ko ambillah. Kakimu sakit kan.  . Nanti kalau ko sudah bejaya. Kau lagi membelanje2 aku.  . Tapi kalau ko kawin awal? . So what is the problem? Wahkaka.  . Ok dek.  . Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah.  . Nikmat mana lagi perlu kau dusta Najwa? . Keluarga yang Allah bagi ni memang sejenis keluarga yang dahsyat.  . Dahsyat. Dahsyat. Dahsyat. Giver nya with you.  . Mom. Dad. Adek. Nada. Akid. Each and every person ni semacam hadiah for you wa.  . Not only keluarga.  . Kawan. . Kawan yang Allah bagi untuk kau dekat Sabah ni pun sejenis giver untuk kau. Keluar makan. Masing-masing jenis tidak berkira hulur bila rezeki mereka ada, walau sikit. Jenis ada di situ bila kau perlu. Ant...

Be ugly.  Ya.  Be ugly and don't forget to be real about it.  Show me the ugly you.  Show me that weird annoying you.  . The moment I decided to accept that one part of you.  . Trust me.  . I am already in decision. . To accept the whole thing about you :) . I'm asking you to be ugly, not mean. You must understand my word clearly :P #drwawa #openheartedperson #be #real

Apa yang kau mahu? And are you really serious in wanting it? Or just roaming around to give a hit shot trial. Try and error? Perhaps. . No. . I'm in a phase of wanting those. . Stability. Clear and healthy relationship. Unconditional love. Good and bad. Chose and Chosen. Practical guy whom can walk the talk. And most of the time, nothing to do with his physical appearance. Character *only me can define it* Open hearted person. Fragile and REAL. Not judgy. Understand my career *the most crucial one* . Banyak cekadak kau. . Okay2. Fine. YA. Kau ingat semua mau ideal? No one is perfect la. Lol. . Malas lah fikir. . Habis study ni. Sapa yang serious,  mom and dad eventually like him. Then he's the one. I will promise him 'the me' unconditionally. . #drwawa #gambarsekadarhiasan

As for me. :) The real definition of 'moved on' is, stop contemplating your life with what you leave behind. . Hidupnya lebih berjaya ka, rezeki banyak melimpah ka, dia di angkat menjadi menteri ka, menjadi orang ternama ka, esetra2. It is NONE of your business anymore. Ucapkan saja alhamdulilah. Begitu juga sebaliknya. If his life crumble and fall apart ka, bukan lagi dalam list hal yang perlu kau uruskan. . Ini? Dah leave behind pun, still juga on check. Hari-hari mau tengok beritanya. Sekarang dengan sapa. Ada pasangan baru key. Apa key. Nonsense. Yup. Nonsense. . If like that. Nothing called 'moved on' . You're just stucked there. . Moved on sebenar is, kau bahagia dengan life kau, aku bahagia dengan life aku. Sama-sama doakan kebahagiaan memasing. Tiadanya dalam life ni semua perfect ja, jika terangkat tinggi, pasti jatuh yang selepasnya mengajari. Agar hati tunduk ingat mengingati. Usah berdengki. :) Syukuri apa saja yang Dia beri. Happy nya? Masya Al...

Above anything. You must put gratitude first Najwa. So then you'll be content and happy with what you already have :) For the good and the bad, you're in a place which suits you. Today's morning, someone admitted with fixed dilated pupil for both eye. Brain death. Nikmat mana lagi yang hendak engkau dustakan? #drwawa #loveyou

Okay. "Tell me, what is insular cortex?" - Dr Centhil . Medical students, nurses and MO's were all there.Standing in front of the patient who can understand what you've asked, but hardly reply.  . Why?  . Because she was emotionally disturbed. . Insular cortex is one part of the brain that was discovered to play that role. It is a hidden lobe, depth of the Sylvian fissure.  . It receive afferent from some sensory thalamic nuclei, connected with amygdala and many limbic (anterior portion of insular cortex connect with limbic system) and association cortical areas. . Funtions: 1. Pain perception 2.Speech production 3.Processing of social emotions - insular cortex provide an emotional context that is suitable for a given sensory experience. .  And have you guys heard about "Frontal lobe syndrome?" If the lesion is more medial, patient will be someone who is over-friendly. But if it is more lateral, patient will prefer isolati...

Medical students, what is Cushing reflex? What is Cushing triad? - Dr. Pulli. (Pass over, 0730 am, morning) . Sometimes, no need for us to be so tight with things that we should remembered. We just need people who always asks ;) . Cushing Reflex: When you have tight skull during infancy or any situation that increase our intracranial pressure we will have those- bradycardia and hypertension. (Only with increase ICP we have irregular respiration in Cushing Reflex) Cushing triad- Irregular respiration + bradycardia + hypertension . #Drwawa #study #sharingiscaring

So..What is the grade for that pressure ulcer? Blisters under which grade? - Dr Sofan. . Okay guys. . Grade. 1- redness 2-breach dermis, epidermis, abrasion and blisters 3- extend until subcutaneous tissue 4-involved muscle and bone. . #drwawa #study #sharingiscaring

" Dalam dunia ni, susah kan mau cari kawan yang betul-betul kawan?" "Tak perlu. Just stand on your own" . No beb. I need someone. Whom I can trust wholeheartedly. . And after sometime, I realized. Only family can take those role :) No man is an island. No one. . Trust me. Only family. Can really played those role.  #drwawa #loveadeksayang #kawanbekelai #kawanbegosip #kawansejati "Dek, jangan kawen awal ar. Nanti aku teda kawan" - lol. My pesan to her.

Kau gila? Ingat senang? Melarikan rasa itu semuanya ke gunung-gunung? Memecahkan ia menjadi picisan. Biar tukar. Biar jangan lagi sama. Bahkan lupa. #retrogradeamnesia Luls. Kau gila? . But this life is to awesome to regret beb!;) You might be somewhere on earth now, enjoying every single moment of your life :D . Biar ranap yang lama-lama. Rata ke tanah. Satu masa, ya. Kau akan bina semula. Dan membinanya untuk tegak, kukuh berdiri. . Yaaaa. Until that moment ~ Jom ;) discover life! Woahhh!

I am actually a rebellious person. Who was once sent to a religious school so that my darkest part can be nurtured slowly. I changed, so thus my dark site. They just disappeared and I turned whitish-innocent. I rely on God. Hang on and be so attached to Him. . Until one day He made me met you. A guy from nowhere. I turned greyish. Started to doubt my whitish site. Slowly torturing them with misdemeanor. And everything seems grey,but somehow with guidance, He led me back again to the whitish path. That was only once in awhile. . Standing between two area was overwhelming. You became so confused with each and every choices you've made. Beyond that, you've started to confuse with yourself. Am I white? Or am I really black? And that was terrible. But God knows me better. I should just let the judgement part to Him. Even me can't give a score to myself. #lahaulawalaquwwataillabillah. #wow #Foundbackmywriting #fewyearsback #Drwawa

"So, what is CCF?" "Congestive Cardiac Failure" "No. I'm not a heart man. I'm a brain man. Something related to neuro please.I'm heartless." - Dr. Pulli (Neurosurgeon, QE2) "Ermm" "Haiya. Carotid Cavernous Fistula" . God put us exactly where He can strengthen us. #Drwawa #electivepostingyear4 #neurosurgery

Family. Yang tiada tali darah. . I was healed. Knowing That I have them. In my life :) #Drwawa #RonalWhoaSabahLand #TanjungLipat #DinnerGathering

Berani tampil. I want you. Untuk berani tampil sayang. . Tampil dengan cacat cela itu. Berani tampil dengan luka-luka itu. Dengan imperfection dan sekutu-sekutunya. . No one can be you. No one. Only you can be you ;) Haiiip! . Najwa sayang Najwa! Anda bagaimana? ;) #Drwawa #mahusebarkancinta. #kuat!