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24th January 2018 Wednesday Claiming that we are so blessed nowadays, alhamdulillah, 'yes'. But, I dont know. You know what? people who had been through several struggle before will definitely have some sort of precaution when it comes to blessing. As it can be pull away or disappear at any moment of time.  . . I still remember that moment when I fell sick and being admitted into ward. KPJ. And it cost my father around 25K for all the expenses. Not knowing about hospital, choices in treatment, that you actually have options made us blindly followed any recommendation by any private seeking money doctor. Maybe they thought that our family can afford it. Yes, still at that time. But then everything seems to change.  . We struggle.  . And you who judge my blessing today definitely because of 'not knowing' what I had been through before that bless moment we have. After I fell sicked, that tragedy was followed by my mom then my sister. We are no longer tal...

21st January 2018 Friday So today, 3 posts in a row xD Because I suddenly got that 'mood' and 'time'. Sunday is an OFF DAY for us one family. Everybody will be stayin' at home. Cooking, cleaning, lipat baju satu minggu ndak lipat xD haha. So yeah, got free time for other thing you always wanted to do, today.  . . Najwa like decided to keep my story here, because one day my family, my kids (perhaps), my people in future might want to know where I belong. What did I do. And not impossible, my blog can be a book full of my story ONE DAY! Hehe. Like "Kisah Orang Menang" by Saiful Nang. Hee. Tebal gila buku Saiful Nang. And Dr Kalanithi who died from lung cancer also a writer with his book "When Breath Becomes Air"- What makes life worth living in the face of death? . . So, today I decided to put in my story about Our Family Small Shop in our 'not so fancy' town, Bongawan. Hehe. Life is so mysterious. I never thought that I ...

21st January 2018, Sunday. So Hi. I'm sorry to pop up my messy picture, tudung lilit-liit ja, sebab I took that photo early in the morning when my mom got angry kami belum beli barang dapur lagi xD So our fridge was totally empty that morning, so I grabbed that shawl and go buy groceries with my younger sister. . Mak cik is Confident. Mak cik is Confident no one in Pasar will be attracted to Mak cik xD hahahahaha! Bengong! . Okay. My current topic is : Bare Face and Embrace you flaws. . So yeah, represent to you, my oily but 'getting better' skin. Sebab for the very last please! Allergic reaction which was started at around 25th December 2017 ritu alhamdulillah dah beransur pulih.  . So basically my dear friend. Your product, your skin care, your each and everything, bukan 'not good'. It was 'my skin' which is choosy and too demanding xD haha. Pakai la apa pun, there must be a short moment of rebellious pattern there. S...

18th January 2018.  Thursday. . . Singkap tirai baru dan mulakan dengan niat yang lebih jelas. 16th January 2018. Genap 75 tahun, Uwa hajah left us that night. It was started last week, when she fell and hurt badly around his waist and spine. Elderly fell? Off course, I am going to look for any femoral fracture. - Dak dak medic undergraduate nya style. . She was given painkiller for short period of time dekat klinik. If the pain keep on upgrading in intensity, then they'll go for X-ray.So, reported, she didn't have enough sleep, lost appetite and keep on complaining about her discomfort for about 3 days. My uncle was told by the doctor to use the painkiller given in a period of 1 week camtu. So everyone expecting the pain will eventually go away. But it didn't.  . . And last report, she was weak and breathless at the end of her day. Terfikir juga tentang Fat Embolism last2 tu. Sebab mungkin melibatkan keretakkan tulang. Tapi X-ray shows no fracture at ...