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Skin reflection


That evening. I went to the ward, actually searching for a case so that I can present it the next day. Then I met one uncle whom really open my eye regarding gratitude :) Thank you Allah, for the message. 

Few days back was actually quite a tough day for me, because for the first time I had that kind of severe skin allergy. Worst, I can't even elicit which is which as the causative agent. Either food, water that I used to get bath, towel that I shared, washing machine that we shared, don't know! And my skin swollen like hell. Patchy reddish swelling pop up progressively over the medial aspect of my arm. And yah -_- itchy beb. I was like scratching all over and everywhere , tanpa mengira tempat! *emoticon gelak nangis*

 I went to GP, and they gave prednisolone and citrizine. And it does helped alhamdulillah. But before that, ya, I prescribed something on my own, like moisturizer and supplement for skin la kan. Haha. Memandai kan. In deniable state actually ='D Don't want to accept that it was an allergy! Not some kind of skin problem! Wake up Najwa! Haha. Siap call kawan talked about eczema lah bagai.

 Okay, worst part tu actually, part 'KENA MAKAN VEGE' sebulan weyh. Mula-mula tenang, tapi seminggu layan vege, kau jadi~~~~~~ menangis di pinggir kolam, berendam air mata. Mengong! Haha. Ya Allahuakbar kabiro, Tuhan ja tahu bila kau tengok kawan kau makan chicken chop! -_- Kill meyh. Kau makan?? Nasi goreng kosong~~~~~ Ohoho~~ tragedy october~~~ ' Ndapa, seminggu lagi aku order kaw2 punya! *nangis lagi* hahahah

 Until one moment, paling cannot handle, part kau dah irritable gila with your skin, kau marah semua orang! Semua orang! Please! Haahaha. Slight trigger can burst you out. No matter what. I'm sorry guy. But yeah, I'm actually, angry at my skin. 

 So what happened this evening?

I saw a patient.

 Mula-mula lalu tu. Dia ingat I won't stop and looking into his file. Like, ya, memang that uncle's face pun already scary with his skin like that -_- I can tell you. But I did stopped. and looked into his file. His face expression shows that he is quite shock actually. Then I started with my first question-

 Uncle sorang ke?

Ya laaa~ mana ada olang mau saya. Miskin, kulit ini macam semua. Tala olang mau jaga~ *His eyes really tell me everything* sadness..

 Uncle dulu kerja tak?

Suda 10 tahun tala kereja. Mau kereja macam mana kulit ini macam?? 

 I can say, uncle memang jobless and abandoned. Teringat kisah Nabi Ayub weyh. huhu

 And aku pulak buat lawak dekat situ, termenangis depan uncle. -_- ya, malu dengan diri sendiri. Even uncle kebil2 tengok aku. Bukan apa, I do feel you uncle. Skin is the largest organ in human's body. Got problem, a lot of bad consequences will be there. 

 Muhasabah diri is what I'm doing tadi petang. Ndak sempat clerk case penuh. Esok pagi in shaa Allah.

 A lot to learn Dr wawa.
Uncle was diagnosed with Erythrodermic Psoriasis. (Revise please Najwa!)

 Night.
na, can you imagine? How can you live with this skin condition? huhu


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