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Pada Luka


Pada luka.
Kau tidak mungkin menemukan orang yang sama.
Mungkin sembuh.
Tapi ber garit.
Scar.

Pada luka.
Mata itu jadi sirna.
Tidak mencerlang seperti selalu.
Sedikit hilang harapan.
Pada yang namanya cahaya dan ikhlas.

Pada luka.
Kau jadi rigid.
Mula tutup ruang percaya.
Mula lihat dunia dengan tingkap keterbukaan yang berbeza.
Diam lebih banyak dari bicara.
Pendam lebih baik dari berkongsi kata!
Elak terbuka, risau-risau kau kembali terluka!

Pada luka!
Kau trauma!

.

Tapi.
Ternyata.

Pada luka lah.
Kau mula lebih akrab dengan Tuhan.
Melepaskan segala yang kau rasa di hati.
Agar luka segala di sembuhkan.

Pada luka.
Kau belajar menghargai.
Semua yang selama ini dekat di sisi,tapi serasa jauh kerna kau selalu mandiri.

Pada luka lah.
Kau belajar kuat untuk hidup berpaut kepada satu tali.
Tali-Nya.
Dan hanya pada tali-Nya.

Hati mu ternyata lebih berani.
Hidup mu lebih berdikari.

Pada lukalah.
Kau belajar memaafkan.
Memaafkan siapa saja yang menyalahimu.
Dan lebih penting.
Kau belajar,
Untuk memaafkan diri sendiri.

Pada luka.
Kau tahu.
Tiada yang namanya 'manusia' mampu duduk setaraf malaikat.
Sebab manusia tu,
sinonim dengan keterburuan dan silap.

Pada luka.
Kau jadi matang mendepani. 
Baru tersedar.
Hidup duniawi adalah persediaan untuk alam yang kekal abadi.

Pada luka.
Kau berhenti menyalahkan orang lain untuk apa yang telah terjadi.
Diri sendirilah yang perlu banyak reflectivity. 
Sebab itulah asbab Tuhan hantarkan luka.
Supaya kau teruji dan mula muhasabah diri. 


Pada luka.
Kau berjanji ke diri.
Untuk tidak pernah membenci.
Berikan cuma sayang.
Dan hanya sayang.
Sebab Tuhan dah ajar ke diri.

Apa rasanya bila di fitnah benci.
Dan apa rasanya di lukai.

Pada luka.
Pastikan kau belajar untuk menyembuhkan diri sendiri.

#darihatiwawa



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