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Antara empathy dan penipuan dunia

International Airport. KLIA2.

You sit there. Alone. Dalam Marry Brown tu. 
Suddenly.
Stranger came approached you.

"Pernah ndak?"

Yeahh. Mesti pernah :)
Dia mintak derma untuk rumah kebajikan kanak-kanak.

"Entah"

This one. Macam tidak menipu. 'Macam' tidak menipu.
Seems, dia macam orang yang tulus.

Kau memang naive kan Najwa. Dari dulu until now. Kau memang versi cepat percaya orang. Ndak kira lah, muka macam gangster pun, kau tetap somehow, letak trust kau kat orang tu.

Trust. Yang setiap orang ada baik nya. Bukan semua orang niat jahat.

So, ko pun proceed la Rm 15.00 kau. 

.......

Tiba-tiba.
Entah ke dari mana-mana.
Pakcik bulat datang.

Rampas buku rumah kebajikan tu.

"Die ni, selalu ganggu orang ni"

Kau. "Errr.. ganggu orang?"

Pakcik. "Ya, dah ramai dah dia buat kat orang ni"

*Entah air muka jenis apa dah kau tadi. Kelat-kelat masam kali* 
Bercampur antara malu dan di permalu kan.
Semua orang pandang kau.

...........

Aku ni memang x ingat kan pesan bapak.

"Dek, don't trust anyone. Kalau dia ber serban ka, ber jubah ka, tudung labuh kopiah haji pun. DON'T!"

*Somehow, kau tetap versi naive tu" Ugh.

...........

I need a protective partner one day.
Like seriously.

..........

Tapi, ter fikir jugak.
What if, kalau orang tu memang tulus membantu those kids yang kurang upaya tu?
Siapa ja yang mau buat kerja meminta-minta ni?
Siapa?

'Ada. Orang ter desak'

*Senyap*

............

Baru tu. Kau yang naive ni. Dah minta account number. Mungkin boleh bantu kanak-kanak ni bulan-bulan. Wallahuakbar~

Just knock my head now*

...........

Ter perangkap antara empathy belas kasihan kau. Dengan durjana dunia ni. 
Betul kah.
Semua yang macam tu. Menipu?

...........

Ah.
Abaikanlah.

............ 

Yang penting balik Sabah petang ni.

=)

NukilanRasa

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